i love you i love you

Happy New Years!

2006-01-01T17:34:45Z

Hope everyone had a good//safe night last night. Mine could have been better, but I'm not complaining. Have a good '06!

clenches fists

2005-12-24T23:17:37Z

I'm quite literally going insane. And if I have to listen to another conversation about Chinese people not being able to speak English correctly or how we shouldn't be sympathetic to hurricane victims because they "didn't have it that bad" or how much liberals should be shot on site... There will be a suicide in the family. Merry Christmas, bitches.

Avenge me!

I ♥ Christmas

2005-12-03T03:46:05Z

School is finally catching up with me. Up until this year really I've been able to do well without putting much effort into actually trying. This six weeks decided that wasn't going to be the case. When people said Junior year was a bitch, they meant it. I'm just a little bit ready for Winter Break.

And it's Christmas time. I love the cold, I love the lights, I love cuddling to keep warm. If we could just get snow here once in a while I'd be set for life.

I'm genuinly happy for the first time in a long time. Life makes sense.

Well it's getting colder and you're getting distant
and I just keep thinkin
that I never meant it to be like this (to be like this)
You know what comes next (so do I)
You’re begging for a way to gracefully bow out
and say goodnight

It's worse than you think
On your way home you should have known
you never listen to me
I’m only complaining to keep myself busy, sweetie
I’m only complaining to keep myself busy, sweetie

Fly Me To The Moon

2005-11-23T05:35:41Z

I'm going to just start blogging in song lyrics depending on how I feel at the moment, because I don't have time for this shit... :)

Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and mars

In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby kiss me

Fill my heart with song
Let me sing forever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore

In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

smile

2005-10-11T02:20:17Z

I'm not single anymore.
And I like it that way so far.
♥

Homecoming :)

2005-10-09T22:35:39Z

Notes:
-Dimitar getting turned down by David's sister, my sister, and my dog for a date
-Laura and Dimitar can dance very, very well
-Four inch heels aren't a good idea to wear while dancing
-Everyone looked so, so nice
-The sharpie from purse check-in rubbing off on white shirts
-Milkshakes should always follow dances
-So there are two frogs. They're in love...
-Getting to be the guy and driving/walking Ian to his door

Stolen from Karina

2005-10-02T19:59:26Z

I have tried a tamale before.

I am an xanga freak.

I have seen a movie in the past 42 hours.

I have taken gymnastics for longer than 2 years.

I think music is the weapon of the future.

I love Hollister's teeshirts, they are so fun!

I am friends with the nerd who picks his nose.

I have more than 7 screen names.

I usually dont take surveys.

I have been in the army or plan to.

I am very athletic.

I like acting gangsta.

I have a friend who keeps on talking about stuff that I dont even get and she thinks I care.

I have pen on my hand right now because one of my friends wrote all over me.

I have a crush on someone.

I am kind of tired but I dont want to go to bed.

I forgot my homework yesterday.

I play the Sims2 all the time.

I think MTV ruined Fall Out Boy.

I hate swimming.

I am scared of butterflies.

I get hyper when I eat/drink certain things.

I am Islam.

I have 2 middle names.

My school pictures always turn out hot!

I saw the movie Just Like Heaven this weekend.

I go out to eat a lot.

I am really close to one of my cousins.

My favorite movie is a horror movie.

It is below 50 degrees where I am right now.

I am a huge flirt.

I love Dashboard Confessional.

I stay up past one on weekends.

I love to dance.

I have a sick mind.

I have done something VERY illegal before.

I have black hair.

I am broke!

I am really short.

I play lots of video games.

I keep in touch with my old friends from camp, cruise, where I used to live, etc.

My friends aren't very good at keeping secrets.

I say "izzle" with everything.

I can be outgoing.

I laugh A LOT!

I have a dog.

I don't have a cell phone...

I love to snowboard.

I love Orbit Gum.

I can't do a cartwheel.

I have gone hunting before.

I go by my middle name cause I dont really like my first name.

My least favorite class is Social Studies.

I say OMG a lot.

I usually don`t notice things.

Everybody makes fun of me.

I am stressed out.

My friends or at least some of them are ODD!

I like spending the whole day in my pajamas sometimes.

I love shoes.

I am taking higher classes.

I don't want to go to college.

am thin.

I am all GRR like.

I think the tsunami and all the hurricanes are happening because of global warming.

A lot of people think Im hot, and I don't understand.

I feel awkward when Im talking to people I dont really know.

Debate Ownz/Rulez My Life

2005-09-29T23:38:15Z

Saturday is the big novice tournament in Roundrock, so most of the days after school this week I've been staying after to help various teams get a head start in understanding what's going on. Let me just say, I think I have the best team. They're smart, and they might be quiet but they know what's going on. I actually think they'll do pretty well this weekend. There's one girl I'm a little bit worried about because she doesn't really seem to grasp the basic structure of the arguments, but I think once she gets there and starts debating things should start clicking for her. -- Our novices own.

Unfortunately, going to this tournament means waking up at five in the morning and leaving by six. We're all taking care of our teams on the way there, answering questions, that sort of thing. I'm glad it won't turn into me, Karina, Stella, and Julian all in one van and all the novices in another. This way they actually get included and won't feel so awkward about being on the team. I'm only judging two CX rounds at the tournament and then judging... Congress... in the afternoon. I've never actually seen a Congress session, I didn't like Congress in class, and it wasn't something I was any good at. Why I got assigned to judge it, not really sure. I'd rather be doing CX rounds, but ehh. Better than Julian who gets to judge extemp. :)

Thai Taste is closing either today or tomorrow, whenever September is actually over. I can never remember the rule for the number of days for months. The group all went last night to say our last goodbyes to Pad Thai and Adam. (I miss Adam.) It was 90 degrees, Adam waited an hour before he gave us our menus, and I'm going to miss that place so freaking much. -- On the upside, got to see Zach and Brian! This makes up for a smidgen of the sadness.

Physics test tomorrow. Everyone's supposed to fail this one.
I'm freaking out.